Eagerness. His mind wanted to flood his stiff body, to force it to move and obey again. But still, there was something like a barrier blocking off every of his attempts to regain full control as well as conscience. One thing is clear... the doc will be the first who has to give me a damn good reason not to beat the Hell out of him. What he did to me is unforgivable.
Frustration. His efforts were futile, so he let himself sink back into the safe space of his body's core. Warm and comfortable... though it had been warmer before. And his heart... his heart wasn't as strong as it used to be. Sure, it still was beating, but he had noticed how weak it had gotten compared to the usual rate. Is this freak trying to kill me like this? No... there has to be something else about it. But what?
Thirst. It was close to this strange hunger he had felt some time before. Like this strange hunger, he couldn't tell if it really was water he was longing for. What is happening to me? I want to know... what this doctor did to me. I want to find out what he actually did to me, to change me and make me something different. And why am I still unconscious...? So thirsty... I want... want...
"S-Stop it, please...!" Aski was panicking, as the doc had now stripped him off the white lab coat and his shirt, the gloved hands toying with his stiffening nipples. "But I'm not even doing anything, Aski..." the older male replied with a chuckle, muffling his assistant with a hand as his fingers teased Aski's shuddering and clenching stomach. "Ah, so pure and intense... your reactions alone are worth it. Not to mention your adorable as well as useless pleading."
The other's mocking didn't help his already crumbling pride in the least, making him wish for the doc to stop once more. "I... I beg of you...!" the red-head gasped, arching his back as the doc's hand finally sneaked into his pants and began stroking over the fabric of Aski's underwear. "Do you really suppose me to listen to you, my dear assistant? You're confusing some dependances here..."
Aski whimpered, not able to think coherently any longer. Even though he didn't want it, pleasure was starting to bubble up inside him. "P-Please... no..." he moaned weakly, his fingers digging into the surface of the table top. The doc had planned that, Aski was almost sure of that. Or how else was the presence of something remembering strongly of lube to be explained?
But before anything further could happen, the machines suddenly began beeping in a most unsettling way. The doc hissed, narrowing his eyes and changing to the subject's side in a rush. "Dammit... he is too close. Not what I expected..." It didn't sound like it, but the assistant somehow had the feeling the doc was accusing him for doing something. Whatever that might have been.
Getting dressed in a hurry, Aski checked on the vital signs. The subject's heart rate as well as blood pressure had shot to critical levels, certainly not good for the body as 11/17 was used to the low average by now. What the Hell triggered this...? Has he reacted to something? If that, he only could have caught the noise... but nothing else.
"Aski, come here. I think you are the only one who can calm him down now." The strangely calm, composed tone of the doc made the assistant wonder a little, as the doc surely wasn't exactly happy at this moment. After all, they had been interrupted by the subject's strong reactions just now. "Good luck with him." And with a sudden banging sound, the door had flown shut.
The red-head cautiously placed his hand on the subject's wrist, stroking along the sensitive skin. One by one, the machines stopped beeping, and as soon as silence had fallen again, there was nothing but this peaceful aura again. As strange as it sounded, he felt safe close to 11/17. However that was possible, he couldn't explain. It was just this wonderful feeling that nothing would happen to him.
After a while, he sat down on the floor, leaning against the litter. It was no use... sooner or later, the doc would get him. No matter how long he would try to escape those awful hands, they would close around him and drag him...
His thoughts came to a sudden stop as the subject stirred again. But this time, the machines didn't react. "Are you awake...?" he cautiously whispered, but soon had to notice it just had been this short stirring. Not more. So there still was no chance 11/17 would wake up any time soon. Sighing, he leaned down, his lips brushing against the sweat-slicked forehead of the unconscious. "Thank you. You... saved me."
Was he imagining things, or was the subject smiling under the oxygen mask? Aski bowed down a little further, trying to make out the facial features hidden by the mask. "Hey... do you hear me...?" the assistant muttered softly, feeling the subject's hand move slightly. Although he just had escaped the doc's claws, Aski smiled. He folded his hands around the subject's, feeling how cold the other's skin was. And all... because of science?
"It's wrong to make you suffer like this." the red-head muttered, sniffing a little. This overwhelming sadness taking over was choking him like a hand, and for a short time, he actually touched his neck to check if there was anything strangling him. But... no, there was nothing blocking his air supply off. It was just this feeling...
Sadness. Not his own, but from an other person. It came flowing into his body with the heartbeat. But who was sad, and why? Maybe because of him? Whoever that is... is really hurt. But why? I thought... this stranger is completely indifferent towards me. After all, he gives me pain, and makes me suffer as if I had committed crimes.
Uncertainity. It didn't feel like those rough hands, who inflicted the pain. No... it was the second pair. The pair of hands which brushed softly against his skin to calm him down, the ones soothing the pain the rough ones gave him. But why would this one help me? After all, they seem to work together... I knew I heard something. Those two... Had they wanted...? But that's...!
Admiration. Surely, it took a lot to defy the rough hands. After all, he had felt how brutal they could be. The other pair of hands, though, was caring for him. Most possibly a shy person. And the shy ones surely were the more threatened ones. I will protect you. I swear I will protect you from the rough handed monster. And if he dares to hurt you... I will kill him.
This time, the night watch was the best time of the day. Aski couldn't stop smiling, as he was convinced 11/17 had reacted to him. Not to the doc, but to him, the assistant. Some now and then, he glanced up at the unconscious male, asking himself if there was more about this feeling of being liked by the subject. Maybe even more?
Snickering about himself, Aski shook his head. No, he was being silly. The subject, liking him? No way. Sighing to himself, the red-head stood up, taking a closer look at the machines. He checked if they all were attached to the subject, as he was unsure if they were showing the correct levels. Somehow, it all seemed a little too calm.
Or maybe, it was just his paranoid mind. Still a smile on his face, he set down the clipboard and sat down to enjoy the last two hours he would have with 11/17. Even though it was completely blasphemous to use such a fantasy to calm himself down, he couldn't stop thinking about it. This indifferent look this man had given him the day he had come here... You will change... Sevel. Not just a number, but a being. He would keep up his resistance against the doc. No matter what.
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